Sunday, September 17, 2006

fade to black

Life it seems,
will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now hes gone

No one but me can save myself,
but its too late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm,
now I will just say good-bye

Friday, September 01, 2006

???

i just died tonight
very quitely i died
my life didnt flash by my eyes
nothing was liberated..

unasked is still unasked
unanswered remains unanswered
i know i died tonight
coz nothing can ever be the same..

everything broke so quitely
a silent devil at work
time is still dragging by
y am i still keeping count???

.....

i wish sleep came easy today
now i'm left with nothing on my bed
i'm left to wonder if the silence we endured
wasnt better than this void..

pl come back,pl tell me its all fine
pl hold me and dont let me speak..
dont let me confirm all the doubts
i wish u'd prove me wrong..

i cant wish u happiness without me
i hope u cant get me out
u told me u needed me
i cant imagine that u lied!

i m still waiting here
i wish sleep would come
because it pains,it pains a lot..
to wish for u to come..